So I said yes over a month ago to do a course this weekend that if passed means I would have my Level 1 coaching for the sport of boccia.
Has it has drawn closer and the more the information is thrown at us the more I really start to question if I’ll actually pass. You see I didn’t pay for my entry it was paid for by the group that I volunteer with. There is four from under the banner of our group doing the course. So add all that together with how I’m feeling about it and it’s just a whole anxiety filled self doubting mess.
To get my coaching certificate would be huge especially after the last few years I’ve had. People around me seem to think I can manage ok. And that taking the group just now I can be left to do it myself. It’s just now it’s mega official. Something that I wouldn’t of gone for years ago.
aaaaaaggggghhhhhhh the negative thought battle in my head is trying to make itself win the fight.
Let the weekend happen and see how I do.
Has it has drawn closer and the more the information is thrown at us the more I really start to question if I’ll actually pass. You see I didn’t pay for my entry it was paid for by the group that I volunteer with. There is four from under the banner of our group doing the course. So add all that together with how I’m feeling about it and it’s just a whole anxiety filled self doubting mess.
To get my coaching certificate would be huge especially after the last few years I’ve had. People around me seem to think I can manage ok. And that taking the group just now I can be left to do it myself. It’s just now it’s mega official. Something that I wouldn’t of gone for years ago.
aaaaaaggggghhhhhhh the negative thought battle in my head is trying to make itself win the fight.
Let the weekend happen and see how I do.
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