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So when you moving out ????

  Is it strange that one question can put the fear of god into me. Yes I have the new place and yes as of  tomorrow I will have wifi. The fridge freezer isn’t set up and I have no washing machine. But everyone is asking when am I gonna move in.
I thought the hardest part about moving on would be giving up the old place, yet I feel it maybe now actually moving into the new.
I’ve been living with my folks for ages and one now not so subtly asked so when do you get power in the new place?  And then a look to me that told me everything I needed to know. I always said I would do a gradual move in. Go for a night maybe two and then build it up from there. Mentally I don’t think going straight it and feeling so overwhelmed would be right for me.
It’s a place that doesn’t feel like mine and that I think that isn’t helping either. To move into some where that doesn’t have him and doesn’t feel like mine is hard. How do you explain that to someone when they ask if you’ve moved and look at you with “that “ look when you explain not yet.

I will get there, I know I will. But like everything else with me these days it’s baby steps. Whether other people like it or not.

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